Hello Hi hey hows it going, Goodafternooneveningday!
this is my blog. going be just random things i post, music ideas, thoughts, nightmares, dreams, program reviews, and anything you might want me to talk about. i am always open to opinions an comments. laterz

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Nyah, GYAH!

look i mean is it soo hard to notice that i dont like being left alone? i mean i addmit im kind of like a puppy dog sometimes. ill look at you meaning something but you wont understand unless your looking for my emotion. nyah whatever. to all those whove been not particulary blown off to say just sorta left alone to wait for someone to chill with. i feel your pain... an i dont like it just like you. [sigh], i mean jeez i really wish i just had a freaking car at the moment... i really just wanna be able to drive where i want and need to go to. an be able to leave when i want... its the most suckiest feeling in the world being left alone. its as if your stuck in a box persay. i mean its not really a place to be. all quiet. the only one there is yourself if you dont have a phone or internet. even then its still pretty quiet just thinking of what an where you wanna surf to web to take your mind off that your alone. Freaking a. why did i habe to go an hydro plane into that fucking pole an fuck up my transportation. i had to sell the altima and my freaking galant just to pay the wreaker bill... and yea i had two cars... and the other one drove but it would randomly shut off. i was working on fixing it an selling the altima. but no! i had to sell both for a measly 240 each! wtf?! i was so depressed an mad when that happened... now out of a car again. i wish that my schools furture holds its good promise. i want this to be a good steping stone for me. im not going lie i am still kinda skeptical about this. but im literaly being paid to go to school! $1000-$6000 actually. and i hope i can use the extra money to get a car. a working car. a car that will turn on an drive until i decide to turn it off an it doesnt look like shit. jeez. i just wont everything to start turning in my favor now. i mean i have been feeling so down in the dumps i would fight yell scream an cry uncontrollably for no reason i could not find a definite reason why i was doing all that. an i just sick an tired of it all............. i want it to be nothing but good news from here. please damnit nothing but good news! i mean havent i suffered enough!? im fucking tired damnit, leave it be an leave me alone im done with the bullshit! fuck you bad karma, go suck the fattest cock in the world an die! i dont wanna see you for a good 20 years! you hear me!?. if i see your smug face around my good mood ever again i hope you have a good way to escape me!

angry rant an ect.


Monday, April 11, 2011

Airsofting and more.

The biggest woodland area ive played at an the farthest ive ever driven too. well been driven too lol. Well first of all i was excited to hear that there was going to be an airsoft match where joseph was actualy going be at for once! an also that there was going to be maybe 60 players this time compared to our usual 8-12. yea thats a big difference. so i was soo pumped to go. but sad face for joseph yet again. cause he didnt come. something serious came up an he couldnt go... psh the drive up to the airsoft field felt like forever. it took like an hour to get there. an on top of that, noone brought a cooler with water or anything. lol we paid for it about 3 matches in. so we get to this field an its a woodland at the edge of a housing community. lol yea sounds bad but it was atcualy kinda fun! an we get there an it was pretty  sweet. i saw the so called veterans of the field an saw they had some extreme guns! like there guns shot so fast a few of them were EBB, electric blowbacks . an i was rather impressed to see a few people with my goggles. an a cool dude with a turbin i think. idk his head was all wrapped in green cloth making it hard to see him even close. lol an i was the second person with no camo... yea i felt stupid but i had no money for camo. so i borrowed a jacket to help myslef out. i do think ill invest in some multicam gear. cause i was proned on the floor behind a tiny bush the first match an saw i an good at picking a hiding spot lol. i was atcually the last man standing on my team against 3 saddly they found me cause of my neon blue shoe laces. an that game was over. but there was this kid with a ak47 just like mine. an it didnt surprise me to hear his ak had a selector switch problem. an eventualy fell off... an got stuck in semi. poor kid, im stuck in auto xp dork. an on top of that that dumbass wore bright red nikes to the game. stupied. but i guess i fall in that category 
too lol. an so it was a pretty good day all in all. i like these guys face protection. some were carbon steal wire mesh half face protection for your face an you wear any type of goggles with them.  i wanna invest on one of those. an i need to invest on a new gun... mine is starting to wear down on me... every third shot it just vears off course. like a good 4-6 inches off course. its weird an idont like it. so ive gone to evike.com and airsoftmegastore.com to check out some new gun ideas an mesh face masks. i found all i wanted at both sites. i want a CYMA Romanian AK47 with fully integrated rail system an a folding stock. shoots about 440 with .20 bbs. ohyea!!! going dominate the competition lol so im going get down to business. i also found the masks for cheap at evike.com. they also have a butt load of different maskes that arnt good for camo but would be really cool to use for some CQB lol alien vs terminators battle ROFL!!! well im out of info check you guys later.


Strange dream again 4/11/2011

Another strange dream, 
so alittle back story to before the actual dream. So first of all me an my mom were in a small argument at home a couple hours before i slept. an i mean we were yelling at each other lol. anyway i think thats why i had this dream. now for the dream, i dont generaly remembered how it started but. i do remember yelling at someone from my room. an then from my room i get up in my jammies an walk to the kitchen where there is sorta a fish tank kinda color to the kitchen. an as i begin to look around i notice a rather large fish bowl Frozen to the floor with dime sized angel fish inside an an ugly sorta mini jew fish too, just swiming in the frozen bowel. an for somereason a couple of the same angel fish are outside the tank... swimming in mid air around the frozen bowel. as i try to gaze away from the scene of fish i notice the back door is wide open an its pouring rain. but its not wetting the floor. but it is very dim an dark outside. an i begin to change my view to the left of the kitchen. looking at where the dining table is there seems to be a green conyard. for those who dont know what that is. its a rather small parrot about 7-9 inches tall. anyway this bird was on the table an flew from the table to its cage. which is mounted to the wall. sideways, like the bottom is to the wall an its just there. an for some reason the gravity on the wall was different to where i was. you could walk up to the wall an walk on it. ... yea, an the bird entered his cage an sat on his swing, which didnt move at all. an for some reason my girlfriend Hermy was there on the wall playing with the bird.... huh? so after taking all this in i decide its time to wake up from all this. very strange but not the strangest thing yet. check back for more blog posting 

Dj Makeshift

Friday, April 8, 2011

Pondering the inquiries


What does it really mean,
To some it means and so on. to others it means a mean of thinking, an to others its a problem. lol to me to a conversation starter... well if you think about it. there is that awkward pause sometimes before anyone says anything, an then people speak. i also like to use it when im texting showing im uneasy or not accepting of a said answer. an i also seem to think its ok to use instead of atcualy speaking. word to the wise its not a good way to use it that way. on anthor note you may see that this post was put up late in the almost wee morning time lol as you can see from this i dont sleep alot... an i still have alot of my energy during the day. which i find pretty weird for most because of when i get the least amount of sleep. [2,4 hours] i seem to be, not tired but. sorta full.    which is a weird thing to say but i find it ok to say. maybe cause im in zombie mode right now idk but one things for sure. i like not sleeping. if i could be awake an just take a pill that gave me the rest of sleeping without actualy sleeping. it would make my life so much more time =D like think of all the things i could do instead sleep. the things may be limited but atleast i have time. an ill be doing so much more. being so much more productive an so ... accomplished... hmmm i guess i have noone to talk to online lol. i mean ya i get page views. but to followers. noone really commenting except friends an stuff. meh idk started this blog for fun now just wondering... hmm... just thinking really,,, dont really know what to type either, im just sitting in the dark [literaly] typing this blog...  


Making fruity loops my subject

So today im going talk about fl studio 9. [Fruity loops Music production software]. Well right now i have one song completed an working on 3 at the moment. i will have to buy a upc code but. thats another story. anyway, fl studio has alot to off but is not willing to show you. Meaning there so much you could do with this software. you can warp record twist cut snip. soooooo much its unbeleavable! but the thing that shirks people away is. there isnt much instruction to it. its bassicly a learn as you go. lol or as me an my friends do, youtube tutorials haha. well its a very fun program to get your hands on an start producing. if your in to that. i know i am lol wel check back later ill see if i can put up some samples of my music. 

Later shalome an goodbye 


YouTube - 2x4 through my windshield...

Holy Smoley! this girl for some reason is just recording these two trucks on her cell... who the hell knows why? and all of a sudden wham! freaking 2x4 comes within inches of her cell / face!!! YouTube - 2x4 through my windshield...

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Random shopping an Sad hopes

Hey there gaggles of humans

SO i was up early today cause i had a interview with my friends work place today. was a really promissing phone call so i was really excited to get over there an show face lol. well i went to tampa after picking up my girlfriend an dropping off my cousin at school. for reference i just dropped off my little cousin. not my girlfriend ;p on ok. so im off in tampa an i am there for one reason. load up on BB's for the upcoming airsoft skirmish this saturday. there was [i thought] going to be like maybe 30 people there. but there are about 45 people going! ahh! lol so i feel i needed to go an buy more BB's. so i wouldnt run out in a crucial moment. so in st pete now. off to Alternative Sports on Dale Mabury. very cool store by the way its for all your Airsoft, Wakeboarding, Longboarding, Skateboarding, and Paintball needs i personaly like everything but paintball. cant say i like something i never tried. an off we are in stpete. do do do. an i arrive at alternative sports. an its closed... grant it i got there at 9. it opens at 11. grr so flustered i run off on dale mabury looking for something to kill time with. so me an hermy stumble apon a thrift store an find many cool things inside. including a very cool small tick tock clock lol an a poloroid for $10 sweet. and we saw two tvs for 100$ real awsome stuff for terminal disease kids. all proceeds go to people that are going ... an have a set date. an the money goes to help there lasts days amazing  so they go off in style. so as we killed time. we found out we were done with the thrift store around 11:12. so off we drove 10ft to Alternative sports and bought some BB's. whoo hoo! but minutes right after i leave the store. i get a call from alafia river [the people that were very interested in my work activity lol ;( ] an so i got a call but couldnt answer cause my phone fell to the ground an i couldnt reach it to answer so it went to voicemail. an so i got a voicemail saying that they cant accomidate me for work... saddly they needed someone that can work at least three mornings a week. an they said they couldnt hire me cause of my school schedule an was very sad they couldnt hire me... [just like i was] an so. again i am jobless uhg. but good news [i guess] still im going to school. so ill be getting little income from my finacial aid. but not too much ... an then in 9 months ill be a certified physician tech. yay? well i had a pretty rad day besides the sad phone call. an well i guess ill still look for a part time job. i mean i would like a small amount of steady income coming in atleast. but anyway as always leave a comment of anything you gotta say. lol an ill check you guys laterz

Dj Makeshift

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Am i the only one who Loves knifes an Airsoft?

I love to go airsofting. if you dont know its really fun. and i love almost any kind of knife there is. 
an were going talk lol 

So airsoft for one is a combat game. that can be played in alot of different ways an is simmular to paintball but instead of paint. we use small 6mm bb's now this increases the difficulty of the game making it more intriguing to play. esspecialy because its so close to being the real thing lol i find alot of fun out of playing this with my friends at a huge 5 -10 arce yard or a small woodland area. i am also very excited to play at a new field this friday. its suppose to be big an with alot of barricades so i cant wait. an if your wondering what kind of gun i have its a JG Ak47 with a no stock [personal customization] an with a hi cap mag of 600. an shoots about 410 fps [feet per second] now if i left stuff out im sorry im writing this one quick lol leave a comment of what i missed an ill post a new post with the additional info =D

so now i wanna talk about knifes. i love them. cooking knifes throwing knifes an any kind of kife that can be used. i love them like a passson. she self accomplishment of sharping your own blade an knowing you did this. i made it this awsomely sharp an noone else can copy my technique. dot dot dot 
check you guys laterz. sorry for the short cut. duties call [rofl duty] 


Monday, April 4, 2011

Sanford brown?? Howd this happen

Hey there guys

So apperently im in school at sanford brown in tampa. Lets talk about that,

So jeez... i cant remember the day i went. awell it was the day toyota dealership was having a 9$ car sale event an getting rid of all there used vehicles. an so i went an tried. long story short tried for a toyota cilica an got it from $5000 to $1625. but with tag an title it was $2250... an the bank wouldnt finance a loan so low so the dealers wanted it in cash. [whoo this music is too peacful Refur- Segur Ros] saddly i didnt have that an neither did my mom. moving on i went to differnt dealers looking for a deal blah blah blah found nothing good an just ended up tagging along with my mom to an appointment she had somewhere. it was at Sanford Brown. i didnt know that. an so where there in Jackys office talking about my moms future in sonography or the heart or something like that. she wanted to be a doctors right hand man basicly. an they talk this an that an there converstions pauses an all of a sudden jacky looks at me an askes me what i want to do. an before i could answer she says let me see an points out im an artist. yes i am. lol i love playing music i said. an she continues that there are a few students she signed up that are dancers an singers. an was very happy to hear that i am a producer [yea i am i just made my first song an working on my second you can expect them on itunes very soon]. an she goes on saying that if i go here an attend school as a Physician tech that i could have a nation wide licence  meaning that i would be certified to make perscription descisions for wallgreens or any perscription place anywhere in america. an that it would help me if i where to go to different states to preform my shows an promote my music. i can basicly work anywhere. which got me highly interested. so after a long converstion with me convincing me to go to this school for just 9 months was done. papers were all signed an i was set to go to school starting the 21st of april. and i was surprised. i didnt think id be going to school for this. let alone going to school at all! but in any case this is good for me =D an i am glad. making money coudent get any easier i thought. an this would also help me get a vehicle i want an so desperetly NEED! well idk lol um same as last time. thank you guys for stopping bye listing to my blabber an i hope to see you reading my next post ;) Check you Guys laterz 


Random dream or Nightmare?! March 16, 2011

Ok So this is a dream post. here we go.

So there i am at my house. with my girlfriend. around 9:00pm-12am idk the outside looks the same to me at that time. anyway there we are sitting looking at the full moon in the darkness. just sitting back on the drive way. which for some reason is in the back yard? idk guess on of those backword houses or somethin. An we watch the moon for an hour or two which usualy the moon moves an sets around 1am. but it didnt an it stayed pretty big. like the moon in bruce all mighty lol. an we finish up looking an i decide to walk to lennard. my old school which i graduated back in 09'. yea it gets weirder stay with me. an we walk there an she dissapears on the way there? meh idk shell be back lol an i get to lennard an for some reason theres a yard sale. now ive heard of late yard sales. but not one around 1-2 am ?! an i proceed to look at the merch [short for merchandise or crap for sale] an theres just alot of just random crap i cant make out on a maze of book shelfs. on top of that i see a person i havent seen since theday i graduated. which was awkward. an i continued to pick something up an try to purchase it. apparently i had to be on a list to buy things on this late night yard sale... idk why... so being denied to buy my mystery item from dark night yard sale i walk back home. at home im in the back yard again. but the yard is bigger. like a good 2 acres bigger, an for some reason i saw a fox. it ran through a hole in the fence an for some reason i felt i had to follow it. as it did i notice it ran through the hole, but wasnt anywhere to be seen. so i grab a cement cylinder an try to close off the hole in the fence. but as i bring the cylinder close the fox appears an pleads me not to block it off because of her babies... yea the fox just spoke... an i look in the hole an it continues going into the neighbors yard into the ground where lye three baby foxs. which all at one look at me... at that moment i woke up an said three words 
What the Hell? 
thanks for stopping by always a new dream every other weird one so check in later.
laterz dudes 

Dj Makeshift

Pda net for Smarty phones And the Broke

 Hey there,
So i just did a post using this very app. i have to say it is pretty handy an the awsome part is its free.

ok so if you dont know PDA net is a mobile app for smartphones that takes the 3g or 4g network you have on your phone an uses it as internet for your computer by a usb tether or Bluetooth. i personaly use usb. an not only is it cool. its easy. install on phone, apply to computer an your connected an ready to surf. lol an yes i didnt come across this myself. my girlfriend has actually been using this app religiously lol an she loved it. despite she rarely has connection where she lives, it still works awsome on those in bored kinda days. an yea i was one of those people paying to use my 3g hotspot feature on my phone. what?! an extra 15$ a month for 2.5g of surving?! how bout unlimited surfing [as my cell plan already has] an dont put any charge on it. introducing PDA net lol its something you should really look into if you dont want a wifi box or pay at the cafe or resturant or hotel to have some internet. just use your cell phones net. simple as that an big congrats go to the developers to this awsome awsome app. overall rating 9.8 - 10 very pleased thanks for the hit now ill check ya laterz guys.

Dj Makeshift

Been awhile yes it has RoFl

Hello party blogger people lol
How is everyone? {please leave all answer to random questions to these below thanyou =D}
ive started this blog awhile ago... maybe a week ago, and ive been lazy. not going lie here. Ive been just lazing about not wanting to blog so now im going post a few right now an more after this one. hope i didnt loose anybody there lol. 

Ok so as of feb 4, 2011 ive been out of a job. In addition to that ive been out of cash, so you can imagine it was a pretty sucky time. but im not saying i got a job today but i did get a good call today. Alifia river {old people place of approx. 65-70 people} called me saying they can start me if im flexible on hours. an also start me at a higher pay :] Happy face indeed. please note. that if your thinking right now. oh boo hoo no money for two months but i bet he got unemployment duh! EEHHHH!!! WRONG! i have been denied unemployment thank you very much. no lol! i am still to this day waiting for my appeal to go through. but thats alittle off topic. sorry if i begin to ramble. it comes from my fathers side. where was i??? oh yes Alifia river called me, good pay, quick questions an a appointment for wendsday at 2:00pm woot excited at the moment. ill be making money and going to school[ explaining school in next blog ] cant wait. er... yea i think thats it for today. er um now lol next blog in a few. see ya then dudes.